Fear

Fear. It's defined as such (according to Dictionary.com):

a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., whether the threat is real or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid.

Running Sucks

Okay so back on Tuesday, I decided I wanted to get back into a non-round shape. (I blame that clown at Bremenfest)  So I decided to go on a walk.  We have a trail alongside the Miami-Erie Canal, and it goes all the way through our town:

Doesn't it just scream "I LOVE NATURE?"

It's a long trail.  There's a break that takes you to a road, and I kept going. Kept going for a while. I ended up in the next town, and decided to turn around and walk back. I was dead by the time I got back home and I just was walking.

Next day. Wednesday.  It's a bit of a brisk morning (hahah 9am and it's still considered morning) and I went on a shorter walk. Just to the first road and then back. But this time I walked part-way and ran (excuse me, jogged) the rest of the way.  I'm not a runner. Farthest thing from it. I even suck at the video game version of it.

However, on Thursday, I woke up at 7:30am (what?!?!) and did the same walk/run again.  I felt a bit more energized, and am starting to feel a bit more positive!

Anyway, it's a slow and tedious process. On top of that, I suck at staying motivated. Hopefully this is going to change. I want one of my goals to be to get in shape...or to stay consistent in my workout routine...which I really haven't in the past.  We shall see.

On another note, I move in to Cedarville this weekend! So excited!

Okay. I'm done.